and view it as a turning point. Sitting in a parking lot waiting on the next Uber Eats delivery job notification after being at work from 9am-6:30pm and Uber from 6:32pm to whenever I’m close to passing out. I’ve been broke for a while but I am especially broke right now.
Outside of one event (unexpectedly being let go from prev. job) that was out of my control I alone am responsible for my status as a broke azz. Some of it is because I was stupid or irresponsible, but an equal share of it was neither of those things but still the result of decisions I made. Was already a poure before but after losing a month’s salary w/no severance and taking a voluntary pay cut it’s two months later two months later and I still feel like I’m fighting quicksand..
Idk why I’m poasting this on the bored. Think I’m seeking some anonymous accountability and a written record of this night and how it felt so I’ll be able to find and read it at some point in the future. I’m tired of being broke and something has to change. My next investment when I’m not so poure will be in a journal.
Outside of one event (unexpectedly being let go from prev. job) that was out of my control I alone am responsible for my status as a broke azz. Some of it is because I was stupid or irresponsible, but an equal share of it was neither of those things but still the result of decisions I made. Was already a poure before but after losing a month’s salary w/no severance and taking a voluntary pay cut it’s two months later two months later and I still feel like I’m fighting quicksand..
Idk why I’m poasting this on the bored. Think I’m seeking some anonymous accountability and a written record of this night and how it felt so I’ll be able to find and read it at some point in the future. I’m tired of being broke and something has to change. My next investment when I’m not so poure will be in a journal.
