I appreciate everyone who gave me some courage and stand up and do/say something. The bunk is so much more than just a message board and I am thankful for you guys/gals.
This was the first time I’d ever openly talked about my situation, and I have to say that it made me feel a lot better about moving forward. As I said yesterday I was hesitant about divorce due to kids, financials, housing etc. while being absolutely miserable for the last couple of months, delisionally hoping things would change for the better but they only got worse. I hate that our kids have to see us fight especially when she ultimately doesn’t care how I felt, the usual response from her was “get a grip” or “can you not, our children are watching.” I admit I was/still am dealing with some jealousy issues. However this morning I’ve finally come to terms with getting the divorce and moving on coparenting our little three of 6, 3, and 1.
I know some like to bash her for what she did to me but she is the mother of our kids and I will still love her for giving us them. I’m sure I could’ve been a better husband through the 6 years but what I’ve come to realize what’s done is done and there can be 0 regrets. We BOTH deserve to be happy. Here’s to another chapter of life whooo!
